last weekends was a mess. i slept a lot in day time, for boring and can’t find anything interests me. and in the night my sleep almost broke, sleeplessly and i observed that ema also frequently woke up by me. however, this work week i was quite focused and 2 busy days passed with heavily work load. i read and post a lot on google groups, where i found really attracted many fans with high fidelity. this afternoon since noon i launched to logon to a bundle noble sites with different family accounts to keep it alive, lest being locked down or account expired for inactive long time. dog in China surveillance heavily pest me and reset my pc twice, each at the point i was doing important operation. my office pc likely had been retouched, even i setup password protect bois changes and windows login, running slower now and some strange things occur, like, if i surfed then locked down all internet activities, then the network interface card will automatically disabled and can’t be reactivated anymore, except a cold reboot. usb ports also will be disabled in the mid. my lan ip also likely bond with networks rules and can’t switch to other ips with internet access privilege, if i did, previously i had no problem surf and even i can use proxies abroad, but now i can changed to any empty ips that granted internet access among lan but just can’t surf the internet. dog made a lots of setting in office lan to surveillance me,and needless to say how they heavily harnessed the telcom’s hardware to filter and monitor my web traffic from my home pc.
my baby still lingered in Beijing where his grandma’s relatives live there. i missed him very much but now i know i needn’t worry about him. i prepared many baby educational material dvds and games got from web, just looking forward him return earlier and we can pick our pastime again. when i was alone, i seldom picked a game, even i admire them very much. ema these days was tender to me, esp. after a time she disliked to cook and later gave up and cooked for me. my life now in real harmony, and i even enjoyed watching a elders hotel just on the ground near our home. i found peace in the elders, and wondering when i face mortality in serenity.